Friday 18th June, 2010
This morning I woke at 3.30am with that 70s song in my head ‘Get Down on It’ by Kool & The Gang. So I woke the person up sleeping next to me and gave them a blow job and ‘got down on it’ such a good girl I is!
4am is by far too early to rise. I am going to call Lani this morning for a catch up chat at some point providing it doesn’t rain because I have bullshit mobile phone reception where I live so I have to go for a walk which, in fact, I wouldn’t mind doing this morning………if it doesn’t rain.
My garden is flourishing for this time of year which really is no surprise considering we have had some magnificent days here on the Gold Coast this Winter with the sun shining a bright most days and where I have my plants situated I have a little micro-climate goin on. My beans are flowering ready to reward me with beans soon, my peas and snow peas are a plenty and my tomato plant has 3 ready to pick and toss into a salad (I might even make some Tabouli) and my tomato seedlings are looking healthy and rather like a garden boarder of little dope plants, how cute!
I may have to do a second breakfast this morning seeing as I rose early. At 5am I had crumpets with iSnack/Cheesemite on them YES I LIKE IT SO SHUDDUP! And it is close to 8am now so I may have a small bowl of porridge with honey and cinnamon.
I am nearing the end of my course and for a Nail Tech course it is far more involved than what I anticipated, I am totally over micro-biology, anatomy, chemistry of related chemicals, work place health and safety stuff etc however in saying this it has been great to get my brain into first gear again it has been sometime, I have been enjoying this immensely.
Where was I a few diary posts ago? Porn? My introduction to porn. It was short lived really and never really took off but has been in the back of my mind ever since. I was 29 and a client had made a booking with me, and unbeknownst to me he was the owner of a smallish porn company and also did the directing, marketing and distributing. ‘Where did you learn to suck cock like that?!’ he asked so I replied by telling him that I have worked in various sectors of the sex and adult industry over the years but I have not yet done any porn and would like to someday, ‘ well ironically love I own a small company are you really interested?’ Well! Does Bugs Bunny eat carrots??? He explained a few things to me and answered some questions I had. I learnt about enemas and his actors/actresses often had lemon juice enemas, I learnt that sex industry workers don’t always make the best porn because they are used to focussing on a different paradigm and not fucking for or with the camera/audience but rather their focus is on one person and their wants, needs and expectations etc I had to agree but secretly I knew I was born for this shit wether it was in the confines of my bedroom with one client, on camera, posing for pictures or fucking my next door neighbour! If it involved being sexual to any degree I was in like Flynn!!!
Another meeting was set up, the interview. He gave me a couple of sheets of paper with a list of sexual practices and positions. Half of them I had no idea had a name! ‘what the hell is Bukkake?’ I asked and when he explained it I thought ‘yeah why the hell not’ there were about 3 things out of at least 50 listed that I was not comfortable doing so didn’t tick that box. I was advised that this list was very important to match me up with the right men and women and when you put thought to this it is simple logic really, no point in putting two dominant women together, or two heterosexual men together to have sex etc. You certainly won’t get the best performance out of them. He put a DVD into my player and showed me other completed interviews from some of the actresses on his ‘books’ and asked me if I would be comfortable doing the same, I agreed. This meant a masturbation scene, which was to be filmed. He started rolling and asking me sexually related questions, I wore an Indy Grid Girl outfit with black thigh highs and proceeded to slowly take it off whilst continuing to answer his questions then allowing him to get a close up of my pussy and then filming me rubbing one out and my screaming orgasm, he almost dropped the camera, I giggled, he said thank you and I said ‘no thank YOU’ I was now on his ‘books’.
He was friends with Jody Moore from Bris and a few other ladies in the industry and had chosen me at the time to star in his low budget film that just happened to have a lot of sex in it lol but with a story line and movie length. It was to be about a virgin (Me lol!) captured and bitten by a vampire and then I turned into one and had to reel in all my girlfriends to be bitten and infected then ‘turned’ also. Then we would have big orgies this one vampire and all us ladies, blaa blaa blaa it may have been a lot of fun to be honest but I was told this would take from 5 – 7 days a week for 3 months out of my life and well I am too stubborn to abide by the rules of anyone, stubborn and very independent, when I do get around to it I would rather do my own, my own organising, marketing, filming etc with the help of others of course but I would be calling the shots. So that was the beginning and the end of my porn career LOL! He was a nice guy and still a friend today and I met some of his friends and others associated with the industry and makeup artists etc even though it was a brief experience and dabble with porn I wouldn’t take it back…………………….and I will do something myself eventually I won’t be happy until I can properly tick that box too!
Back to my studies and to make me a bowl of porridge.
If you are just rising then top of the morning to ya!